"Daniel's Party" was really fun for me, not so much for Daniel. We were only G?nter, Daniel and myself but we talked for hours. These guys no longer work with me, which gave us a special kind of trust on talking about the work. Everyone hears gossips, but while working together it is best not let them run freely. Gossips are dangerous but are fun to spread, just like Diana is fond to say. That party served for multiple purposes, learning their points of views mainly. However walking from Centro Magno to meet the Matiz, was certainly the theme of that night. Reviewing cars at 12 o'clock has a special flavour. Then is the thing about imagining how it is to be without a work, in a city without your family or anyone... You see, it was multi-thematic night decorated with all kinds of feelings. There were nostalgic comments, strategic tips and even a brief discussion about God...

About half an hour before all that started I were with Allan drinking micheladas. That afternoon I opted for a risky bet (at least to my eyes), I would have acompanied Allan and silva on a bar safari. The risky part had nothing to do with alcohol-drinks or women, it was about going out with silva. I was worried, but I took it as an experiment. He never came, but that didn't stopped a nice chat with Allan. I'm starting to think that alcohol has no real consequence, and that is a stupid thing... for someone who hasn't got the habit of drinking I expected to be more easier to be imbruted. That talk reminded me that I want to live alone, but not yet... and how easy is for me to get cycled on an interesting topic, kabbalah this time. I think I have bored Allan enough with that, but there aren't so many people to discuss about it, or not?

Then, or I should say before, I talked with Diana of many things, including the Matiz =) In one part of the chat I tried convince her about one fundamental truth I've found "The world is unfair and at the same time life is beautiful". She already knows the first part, but don't want the world as it is now. (As a side note, being able to change the world is part of the magic of being alive...) So I tried something like "get over it, you cannot control everything to be nice and fair". She, as so many people, is in war with this existence. It is good to see people fighting for a better place; but I'm centre, and that is a bit frustrating. I may sound pretensious but I see all these good people fighting and I see that there's no point on it. There is no war, for there is no opposition just unsense. Perhaps if more people thought that reality wasn't designed or meant to be comprehensible, people would be a little more in peace with their shadow...

I suppose this should be in a different entry, but this one is about different faces of the same... so here it goes. I went for the first time to a gay bar. And the simple fact is that there is nothing I could say that is special about it. Haven't I been warned I would haven't imagined that it was a special gay place. Well, there were mainly guys; but music, decoration or anything else didn't were different. So what's important if nothing happened there? That's exactly my point... btw, martinis stink...