I don't think it's a good time to write, for I'm particularly weak at the moment. And that's why I came here. In a way, I want to avoid her, is that life? I'm sorry if this is illegible to anyone besides a few (3 top). Of course now that I'm writing it, I feel the need to stop whinnying. Accept your decisions. The problem is that I make two every second. I wish to continue betting that hope will win, while at the same time I want to have reality checks. Those two shouldn't be opposites.

The good news is that both of them agree on certain things. Reacting by fear, isn't an option. People get used to anything. Truth shall make us free. And so on.