It's always strange to see the other doors. It's an ever present temptation to peek and see what's behind. The "what if" domain lies behind. Today I chose not to go to work. Work at home. Simple enough. I didn't attend an important business meeting, an ivonne's goodbye party. Imagining just how much I didn't experience is too much. I catch myself evading reality. I know I didn't want to go there for multiple reasons. Two of them good reasons. Yet, in the end, it's about evading, even if I'm doing good things.
Everybody's changing, and I don't feel the same. Please notice two opposite meanings of the phrase, and in the middle gap, I am.
And yes, I'm testing tags.
Labels: angst, ivonne, tag, what-if