Time continues to flow, now I can say I've a plan. However I feel kind a waiting for the bus. There are two buses that I can take. Both will go the same way, but as always some people are in one, and not in the other one. I keep thinking that one of the buses has already passed, yet I wish I could take that. There's hope, anyway.

Yesterday Diana, Hagen, Allan and I had many interesting questions that raised some insightful ideas. How everyone of us are in some ways prideful. I think I clearly pointed out the way each of us were. My kind is the small fact of believing myself capable of achieving anything I really want. Will is all. (I'm not talking about omnipotence, just about bending limitations.) It was really strange when I discovered I in some fashion I believe in that magic, while Allan not.

There are many more things on my mind, but it isn't the right time to post it here. I'll've to wait =)

Now is time to present you another side of the hill. Some sadness and some jubilation. Sunday afternoon, I went with pollo. For me it's very nice to at least once a week talk with him. However as time goes it seems I can talk less with him. Both of us continue to change. My philosophical dialectics aren't of his like. So that noon when we walked to Lucy, he gave me a glance. As if trying to know who would this guy is... Now.

I wish he found a friend who is growing healthy, yet I doubt it. Anyway we passed a good day. However that glance still carries weight.

On the bright side, today I've signed a contract. In about a month I'll work at another place. I will gain more money, and I expect a pretty interesting change in my life, in about three months. To those out of the loop, I'm not leaving really my project or all my friends at work, I just got sort of promoted. I'm pretty excited about all this =)

I have a draft of my life...